Lost in a daydream.

I have no idea why those memories are back to haunt me. It reminds me of how inadequate I am as a friend or even as a human. I am really ashamed of myself & the way I manage relationships.

How I wish I have someone to tell me that he could accept my flaws & love me regardless. Someone needs to forgive myself before I can finally believe that I would eventually become a better person, & that I could be forgiven for all my wrongs. I just need want acceptance.